Monday, May 02, 2011
{ 7:17 AM }
sometimes i just miss you and i want to see you badly. but i when you appear in front of me, i get so scared - my heart beat increased, i started to sweat profusely and i had to think of an excuse to leave. i bet i must have looked really weird in front of you. my excuse to leave sounded lousy. i should have invited you to come along at least so that i wouldn't look like a bad friend. but i just can't. i just had to leave, fast.
subsequent weeks, i kept hoping for you to come back. i waited at the same place, hoping you would come (and sit at the same place too). but you didn't. maybe, i scared you away..